boo hoo

Thank god for angel and her cups of teas and auntie kaths and ability to make me laugh.

Without this blog and facebook imagine how much actual essay writing I would get done, I would be a MACHINE! Someone help me. What am I going to do after this year, I finish uni for good in September, I need a project or someone telling me how to go about getting a kick ass job doing exactly what I want, with heaps of spare time haha. Does this exist? I doubt that. Hard work I'm sure will value me in some way or another. Can't wait for uni tomorrow to vent and to play soccer and get this all out of my system. Hellllooooo out there. Edward Cullen and McDreamy, damn you. Media law ethics has to be done and green tea needs to be drank- stat.

all this wears me out.

A green plastic watering can
For a fake chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth

That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself

It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns

He used to do surgery
On girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

And it wears him out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears him out

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love

But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time

i'm drunk up on your potion.

I today accidentally discovered a desperate-housewives style family secret about a regular from the newsagents, that I'm quite sure his family wouldn't even have known. It made the rest of my day much more interesting as each person I met I wondered what sort of things would come out if they had to tell something they'd never told anybody before. Everyone's got something. Everybody has a story. It's intriguing and I'm hoping to uncover many of these undiscovered stories by encouraging people to talk to me. How can I make this a career? FEATURE JOURNO. Yo.

Many things to rant about today including politics, dylan moran, money, differences of opinion and you know all that sort of thing. HOWEVER, I should stop this. I should continue to podcast and analyse a week's worth of current affairs radio on AM. They really do a great job, it's really a good reference to just find out what is happening in the world around us. Even their short snippets about the day's pieces would be a good idea for anyone who ever reads this to have a look at. BE AWARE of what is happening in the world people, politics or other, because it really does affect you, whether it's interesting or not. Which it is!

http://www.abc.net.au/am/

Oh Angus & your dreamy voice. Addictive, romantic, easy listening.

I bit my tongue in the awkward conversation.
I don't know why.
I don't know why.
I met you once and I'd fallen for your notions.
I don't know why.
I don't know why.
Do you believe that there's treasures in the ocean
Did I say I'm just a boy?
One kiss from you and I'm drunk up on your potion.

That big old smile is all you wore.
Girl you make me want to feel,
Things I've never felt before.
Girl you make me want to feel,
Did I say I'm just a boy,
Did I say I'm just a boy,
You can hold me to that.

No lonely hands grab my suitcase full of nothing
I don't know why
I don't know why
You took me in gave me something to believe in
That big old smile is all you wore
Girl you make me want to feel
Things I never felt before
Girl you make me want to feel
Did I say I'm just a boy
Did I say I'm just a boy
You can hold me to that

old school blink makes me happy

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I clearly need to make a trip down to my special spot and scream my heart out.

Dylan Moran tonight... Dylan I'm ready to laugh, do your best. I cannot wait to see him and just a comedy act in general, I need to lighten up at the moment, and let go! And be excited.

Listening to loads of current affair radio podcasts is not as interesting as a I had hoped, however is an awesome way to find out what's going on in the actual world, rather than reading the Herald Sun who are too swept up on a witch hunt of Terry Wallace over A GAME than to cover proper news. This will become my major issue working amongst the media. I actually have an understanding of the amount of pressure the media puts families that are involved in football under. I really feel for the coaching staff and their families, who we adore, because the playing group cannot stand up as men and prove themselves worthy to be playing in the top league, someone has to take the blame. Journalists like Wilson make ridiculous attacks on these men, with personal issues coming into play, and disregard any decency or courtesy in the way they go abut their job. WHAT WILL I DO? I just really hope I don't end up the same. I doubt that.

I don't know how those many years ago where I was a one man show, how I actually functioned without the friends I have now. No wonder I was the way I was, I'm so lucky and have the greatest people around me. Apollo bay ladies trip soon, Dylan Moran tonight, Erin's 21st on the weekend, Mill Markets on sunday, Journalism assignments almost out of the way. Things are good, just inner frustration needing to be screeched out, like in the movies yeah?

Garibaldi, you legend.

It's so interesting to read about historical figures that were SO completely sure of themselves and what they believed in. Giuseppi Garibaldi, referred to as a romantic nationalist, can be credited with the unification of Italy. He just believed that one province of Italy should be concerned about the welfare of others. That they were brothers and united by not only location, but language and culture. I like his style, you believe in something and what you want to get, and regardless of what's standing in your way (be it a history essay, facebook, blogging, monsters vs aliens OR napoleon and his french army) you just go and get it.

I am really finding it easy to research this essay, but increasingly difficult to write an essay on it, perhaps my essay writing days are drawing to an end. It's a pity I still have many a month of them ahead of me. I'll deal with it I suppose.

Next for us, vlogs. Youtube channel, podcasting. Rory and I will indeed somehow get what we want also. It will be an interesting month ahead of me, I'm excited and nervous and over so many things, and yet anticipating some events way too much. Thinking about what will happen. DYLAN MORAN! Hurrah, 21sts all over, girls night needing to be organised badly, my life plan needing to get back on track.

For now, I will deal with something well in the bounds of my control & write my history essay about Giussepe and his army of Red Shirts, who defied the norm and acted with conviction! I will listen to the ultimate hang out & relax playlist. Then I will go and see Monsters vs Aliens at the movies. Tomorrow I will do my essay, coffee break with angel, cook tea and Suppa Club with my best friends at Wixys. Life's good.

The Armstrong House for more than a hundred years- East Ballarat.

Beatles

You don't realise how much I need you.
Love you all the time and never leave you.
Please come on back to me.
I'm lonely as can be. I need you.

Said you had a thing or two to tell me.
How was I to know you would upset me?
I didn't realise as I looked in your eyes...
You told me.

Oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.

Please remember how I feel about you, I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you.

But when you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you.
I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you. I need you. I need you.
T, x